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I wonder why, probably not enough sleep today, was feeling down and emo-ing.

During Pe, actually cried =(( Cus my first choice is NJC and second choice is NYJC. I'll be leaving my classmates, the dragonboaters, and people like audrey. Then Jasmine was like saying how scary is NJC, I am starting to doubt if I am able to cope there, all by myself. Even though Hao bo from DB is going over too, I'm not that all familiar with him. All I keep telling myself is that, it's all for my own good, blah, but I just can't help but you know. And I'm so going to miss my classmates Seok wei, kathy, and wei ling who had crapped along with me for a month plus. And the dragonboater J1 girls, so many of them. and my ogls and og22. and the amksians who are nyjcians now.

*sniffs*

and my com is driving me nuts.