I had an empowering urge to blog today. Okay, I heard something I should not hear. But whatever. I just want to remind myself of the proverb in Chinese that, "One kind of rice feeds many kinds of people." It's a little weird translating it into English. But the meaning is there. Wherever you go, you will definitely meet people who are hypocritical, but you just have to get on with life. Yes. Remind myself that.

Right, today was not a great day to begin with. Less than 10 of my classmates turned up. As I have been saying this to everyone, I have only 17 classmates. About 3 withdrew which left about 14. And today, CT REP minjie, zhongyang, priscilla, jasmine were absent. Which left us about 10.

Chinese lesson was the most pathetic one. There were only 6 of us who were taking CLEP out of the 10, and out of this 6, 4 wanted to drop LEP after PAE. So in actual fact only 2 students were taking the lessons seriously. LOL.

Wei Ling and I skipped reading program today and went to the gym. Two of us kisiao, cus we didn't want to go to the library or the reading program so we headed to the gym instead. Not forgetting to mention the fact that both of us had training later on. I was very fascinated by the machines in the gym and got Vincent to demonstrate. Was there with Chen Li and Felicia another AI netball player.

I rushed to the atrium to meet up with dragonboaters when they reminded me of the time. There was a bus chartered. But a fee of $1 had to be paid, which was better than taking public buses, which are so uncomfortable and stuffy.

Water training was super intensive, the pumpings were terrible. My palms and knees are scraped. One hole in my knee. It's exaggeration, but it bled >.< Imagine doing push ups on concrete granite ground. OUCH.

Another training on Saturday. I am going to treasure all of them with the nice dragonboaters.

Going to turn in. Adios.

*edited*
I wonder why, probably not enough sleep today, was feeling down and emo-ing.

During Pe, actually cried =(( Cus my first choice is NJC and second choice is NYJC. I'll be leaving my classmates, the dragonboaters, and people like audrey. Then Jasmine was like saying how scary is NJC, I am starting to doubt if I am able to cope there, all by myself. Even though Hao bo from DB is going over too, I'm not that all familiar with him. All I keep telling myself is that, it's all for my own good, blah, but I just can't help but you know. And I'm so going to miss my classmates Seok wei, kathy, and wei ling who had crapped along with me for a month plus. And the dragonboater J1 girls, so many of them. and my ogls and og22. and the amksians who are nyjcians now.

*sniffs*

and my com is driving me nuts.

I doubt anyone is visiting here anyways.

Nevertheless I should do some blogging. Haha, I know this is so random, but these days I'm influenced by Nyjcians who are doing random stuffs out of the blue.

Now let's talk about the atmosphere before we got our results.

All right, I was seated with my class waiting for the results, while watching (and not listening) the principal droning about the procedures of applying to the institution of our choice. Apparently, my elder brother and sis-in-law were more anxious about my results than me, and they kept calling me consistently and non-stop. Just as I was getting really irritated about it and tired of ending their calls, I called my brother back and mumbled "haven't receive results" repeatedly for three or four times, when suddenly the whole hall reverberated with "woos and ahhhs", I suddenly froze and started hyperventilating, because my name was on the slide and it was the first one on the long list, showing how many As and stuff. I shall not be ostentatious and reveal what I got, and keep you in suspense. Whatever it is, I'm satisfied with my results (: O one thing I want to mention. I scored A2 for e math and A1 for a math. This is so frickin' weird, I know. Apparently many people have told this to my face so I am quite accustommed to it.

I will still be putting Nyjc as my 2nd choice for sure, which means that if I cannot get into my first choice I will still embrace my lovely Ny. There are so many nice people there, albeit a very cheena school.

I shall blog as and when I like, so don't bother checking here out often =D

Blogger seems pretty out of maintenance.

I'm going crazy right now.

I melted and got frozen today.

Within a span of a few seconds?

Don't know.

This post is nonsensical.

Ambivalent now.

Don't know why I got so emo just because of it.

I wonder if I care.

Sucked into a realm which is so . Unfamiliar.

Feeling cynical.

Trust . 50/50 .

AHH.

BYE.