Really thanks to all those who tagged yeah (:

So sorry to vic and venessa hadn't had the time to linked you guys.

Pop by for a while I guess.

I'm already feeling the workload and attempted the summation tutorial just now. I faced major difficulty in doing it :( Even though I did summation back in ny. BLAH. I think I should get into study groups or something already. RAHHHHHHH

And there's so many economics stuff to catch up. AND THE BIG THING. Once a chem rep, now a ECONS rep. Hell yeah, I know nothing about Econs because I didn't take it in 3 months.

I'm going to do whatever shit there is left. So much!

I shall get real and be mature.

Sentence of the day: Everybody has flaws.

I am dotted with flaws too.

If everyone is without flaws, then the world will be imperfect. Because everybody will be a molds of the other. Then there is nothing to live for.

That was random.

Maybe I am still too attached to Ny.

Maybe I should discontinue blogging...

The world is suddenly so blue.

I'm going to bed.

I guessed sometimes there's no need for people to get so fired up because of blog post, especially when the audience directed is not to the person showing violent objections. However, if the blog post is a sweeping comment about a general issue, I strongly think the person should rethink before blogging it. Blogging triggers sensitivities, so conclusion of the day: Censorship is essential. By individual preferences.

Ha ha. I'm going a bit off for the last few sentences.

I went out with Carol, wenlin and kex (aka erxin) today. I limped my way to the cathay to find out they are late. Because of caroline who bathed in school, according to Wenlin. Watched 300, it's amazing that we did not get caught. All of us were dressed casual, no dangling earrings, no exposing or whatsoever to get ourselves inside the theater.

300 ain't a bad movie, but I am sure it's not my type. I guess I go for light hearted movies.

I was feeling rather melancholic today, hearing about Wen Lin Ke Xin talk about dragonboat stuff, I can do nothing but listen. Everybody's been telling me if they were me they would have done the same thing. I keep telling myself being logical is more.. right. Half of me wants to stay in NY, the other is telling me to move on. I miss the people back there. My brother says it's like that, separations are going to be inevitable, it's just how soon it happens. I don't know. I miss Db, miss crappy weiling, act cute kathy, and whiny blur seokwei. And there's audrey, chen li, yeeling. And jiahui, who apparently came to school with me until she cannot stand my tardiness. I really cannot imagine how I can enjoy Ny without them.

I loathe the fact that in NJ i hardly know anyone. The people who came with me on 2nd intake with me are mere acquaintances. Like they care how I feel.

Even though I zi-hi during the orientation I hardly know anyone. At least I'm glad to know Sheena and reunited with Jaime from Primary School. I hope things turn out better when school reopens I guess.

Such a sombre post. On a lighter note, Maybe I shall start a livejournal soon.

After we finished the yusheng (: During CT period. While lau-ing yusheng we sang birthday song to Pek Sia. I'm missing the class photo going to ask for it sometime later.

In the mean time,
here's another:


New year celebration with my red Rudolph's nose earrings (: We were having photo taking session for biology practical.

Going to watch hana kimi. Just some random post.

I had an empowering urge to blog today. Okay, I heard something I should not hear. But whatever. I just want to remind myself of the proverb in Chinese that, "One kind of rice feeds many kinds of people." It's a little weird translating it into English. But the meaning is there. Wherever you go, you will definitely meet people who are hypocritical, but you just have to get on with life. Yes. Remind myself that.

Right, today was not a great day to begin with. Less than 10 of my classmates turned up. As I have been saying this to everyone, I have only 17 classmates. About 3 withdrew which left about 14. And today, CT REP minjie, zhongyang, priscilla, jasmine were absent. Which left us about 10.

Chinese lesson was the most pathetic one. There were only 6 of us who were taking CLEP out of the 10, and out of this 6, 4 wanted to drop LEP after PAE. So in actual fact only 2 students were taking the lessons seriously. LOL.

Wei Ling and I skipped reading program today and went to the gym. Two of us kisiao, cus we didn't want to go to the library or the reading program so we headed to the gym instead. Not forgetting to mention the fact that both of us had training later on. I was very fascinated by the machines in the gym and got Vincent to demonstrate. Was there with Chen Li and Felicia another AI netball player.

I rushed to the atrium to meet up with dragonboaters when they reminded me of the time. There was a bus chartered. But a fee of $1 had to be paid, which was better than taking public buses, which are so uncomfortable and stuffy.

Water training was super intensive, the pumpings were terrible. My palms and knees are scraped. One hole in my knee. It's exaggeration, but it bled >.< Imagine doing push ups on concrete granite ground. OUCH.

Another training on Saturday. I am going to treasure all of them with the nice dragonboaters.

Going to turn in. Adios.

*edited*
I wonder why, probably not enough sleep today, was feeling down and emo-ing.

During Pe, actually cried =(( Cus my first choice is NJC and second choice is NYJC. I'll be leaving my classmates, the dragonboaters, and people like audrey. Then Jasmine was like saying how scary is NJC, I am starting to doubt if I am able to cope there, all by myself. Even though Hao bo from DB is going over too, I'm not that all familiar with him. All I keep telling myself is that, it's all for my own good, blah, but I just can't help but you know. And I'm so going to miss my classmates Seok wei, kathy, and wei ling who had crapped along with me for a month plus. And the dragonboater J1 girls, so many of them. and my ogls and og22. and the amksians who are nyjcians now.

*sniffs*

and my com is driving me nuts.

I doubt anyone is visiting here anyways.

Nevertheless I should do some blogging. Haha, I know this is so random, but these days I'm influenced by Nyjcians who are doing random stuffs out of the blue.

Now let's talk about the atmosphere before we got our results.

All right, I was seated with my class waiting for the results, while watching (and not listening) the principal droning about the procedures of applying to the institution of our choice. Apparently, my elder brother and sis-in-law were more anxious about my results than me, and they kept calling me consistently and non-stop. Just as I was getting really irritated about it and tired of ending their calls, I called my brother back and mumbled "haven't receive results" repeatedly for three or four times, when suddenly the whole hall reverberated with "woos and ahhhs", I suddenly froze and started hyperventilating, because my name was on the slide and it was the first one on the long list, showing how many As and stuff. I shall not be ostentatious and reveal what I got, and keep you in suspense. Whatever it is, I'm satisfied with my results (: O one thing I want to mention. I scored A2 for e math and A1 for a math. This is so frickin' weird, I know. Apparently many people have told this to my face so I am quite accustommed to it.

I will still be putting Nyjc as my 2nd choice for sure, which means that if I cannot get into my first choice I will still embrace my lovely Ny. There are so many nice people there, albeit a very cheena school.

I shall blog as and when I like, so don't bother checking here out often =D

Blogger seems pretty out of maintenance.

I'm going crazy right now.

I melted and got frozen today.

Within a span of a few seconds?

Don't know.

This post is nonsensical.

Ambivalent now.

Don't know why I got so emo just because of it.

I wonder if I care.

Sucked into a realm which is so . Unfamiliar.

Feeling cynical.

Trust . 50/50 .

AHH.

BYE.